As she was a virgin, she broke her balloon in just a couple of minutes and started bleeding. She was screaming at the same time, she was having the pl...asure and didn’t want to stop. After five minutes we both came at the same time and stopped and she rushed into the bathroom to clean her self. I know this would happen, I was cautious and have wrapped my bed with plastic cover. As she was in the bathroom, I have changed and made it neat again by the time she came back. After that, we both hugged. They often get together to sun bathe in our backyard. I get to watch from my bedroom window or from the backyard if I wish to join them. Lately Rose has gotten more and more sexual around me. I see her adjusting her bikini a lot giving me peeks inside as she moves her tiny top off the end of her breast, pulls her bottom down low on her ass crack, or lifts the front out away from her pussy. She is always trying to get me to slip my hand into her bottoms to see if she needs to shave her pussy.. “Ahmed, look at me. Look at me!” I waited until he lifted his eyes to meet mine. “That is nothing. You will shame yourself only if you do not come back.”He took a second to mull that over. “I was so scared when I saw those planes and the explosion. I could not control myself.”“Ahmed, do you think I had no fear?”He looked confused at that. “Of course! You are a very brave man! You have no fear!”I smiled. “Ahmed, I am as afraid as any other man in this camp. To be brave, you must first know fear.. I think that most people actually need to have a reason to have sex and if they care for each other, if they love each other, then the sex will be even better. All the participants are at least 18.I have never felt such a helpless feeling of rage and despair. My hands clenched and unclenched in frustration.I again looked at my watch, for probably the 50th time in the past 90 minutes.That was how long she had been in emergency surgery.They told me they would do everything they could, but I had.