"Don't let anyone tell you you ain't still got it."And don't let anyone tell you you ever had it, I thought to myself.The sex had been okay, nothing s...ecial. I preferred it at night, after we put Elaine to bed; we usually did it in the morning, before she woke up. I liked a long, slow arousal; he liked a blow job.I stretched out on my stomach on the bed. I had purchased these sheets a few months ago, and I was particularly conscious of 450-thread count when I was lying this way."So you pickin'. I knew now that if I could humiliate myself to the point of totallyeffeminating myself, then kissing a guy's cock, and liking the act,that I was going to be able suck his cock for him, as though it was anatural born right as a pseudo woman to do it.I opened my mouth and pressed my head towards him. He was too big. Hewas too dry. He would not fit inside of my mouth. I felt a moment ofpanic, as I feared that I was not going to become a cock sucker afterall that I had been through to become one. I. " She lapsed into a weak silence, unable to voice the sadness dwelling in her heart."Let me guess," Jim said quietly. "It was a bust." Jim... ," A bust, Verna, like mine was last night. A damned disaster." Was it?" Verna leaned forward, her breath hitching in her throat. "Was it really?" Might as well have fucked a Barbie doll," he explained morosely."Suzie'll learn in time, Jim. I was scared the first time, scared pissless, and must've been the world's all-time worst lay." Yeah, you're right.. He found the sight of her to be very sexy and his cock stirred in his pants. She finished talking to her friend and her hand dropped to the side still holding the phone staring out into the backyard. As Bruno ogled her he could no longer contain himself. He walked over to her and put his arms around her waist. Connie was startled by his presence but for some reason did not pull away. He hugged her tight and nuzzled her neck. She knew she should stop him and he knew he was taking a big chance..