Two days later we were backto see the doctor. I was sitting on the small exam table."My attorney assures me that as long as I do not remove anything, ...utjust move it around, I am not in any jeopardy. Now then, lets discusswhat I will do for you."I told him what I knew, and what I surmised, then he and I looked it upon the Internet. With moms permission, he began. First a numbing shot,then he made a small incision so he could secure my testicles in placewith a stitch in each one followed by a. It was such a hot fantasy for me that I just had to make it happen somehow.After several months of pestering her I finally came up with a scenario that she grudgingly went along with. She didn't want to catch a disease from some stranger so she insisted that it be someone I knew. Someone I could guarantee was clean. She was too embarrassed to actually see him, so her plan required that I make all the arrangements and that when the time came she would wear a blindfold so she wouldn't have to. I wore condoms and got near her ass hole. She shouted it will pain not this hole please. I will remain your keep till I am alive but not this hole.I just said then as compensatory, I will take a virgin hole. She kept quiet and submitted herself to me. I pressed just the entrance of my dick into her hole and she said its paining. I did not listen to her and continued with her. She was screaming. She could not take the pain. I drilled for some time with just half my dick inside her. I could not. Just a bad experience overall.”“Do you think, with time, it’ll get better?”“I don’t know...”“Sorry, that was the Dad in me. I hear you though. Have you talked to your parents about this?”“No way! They would kill me if I didn’t go back. They are super serious about education.”“Okay.”“Yeah. What should I do? Claire said you give really good advice.”“That was nice of her to say. I think you should talk to your parents. I know they might not like what you have to say but you have to start that.