‘You know everything about me. We’re comfortable with each other like a pair of old shoes.’ I sighed. ‘I need more. I need it all. I need to b... swept off my feet! I need to be romanced and I’ve never had that! I want to be desired and fawned over . . I want to be told I’m beautiful.’ I stopped pacing and tried not to cry. ‘I want to be loved so badly it hurts. It hurts a lot. But I can’t let myself believe that just because you’re having some kind of mid- life crisis or worse. . . feeling. "Where's Mr Abbassi" I asked. "He's gone to visit family in Pakistan" "Are you his daughter" "Yes" "I see" She smiled. She had large brown eyes-framed by charcoal makeup, she wore a tight black t-shirt, and she had thick glossy black hair that flowed down to her lower-back. My eyes wandered along the shelves of wine, as I was reading the back of a bottle she came from behind the counter and started rearranging items. "Do you get bored being in here all night?" "Yes. But no one else will do it". My first encounter of sex with a man in settle came in a bathhouse, I hadn't had sex in almost 90 days, and always had a fantasy of wanting to fuck a lot of white men, so when I first got to this bathhouse we will call it club Raunch. because I was in search of some raunchy sex with white men, I find this bath house, check in get a membership and proceed to get a small room, as I have been in bath houses before and knew a little bit about how it works, so I step in it's kind of dark, I go up. "You filthy Resistance bitch!" the uniformed woman screamed. "You think you can use your sex to entrap my men? I'll teach you". She raised the flogger and flogged her captive across her ample breasts. The captive screamed as the flogger came down hard on her breasts and nipples. U heard him answer into his mobile. "We're ready" she heard him say. She lay back and wondered what delights lay ahead. He returned to the bed. "Stand up" he whispered. "I have a little surprise for you". U stood.