I heard someone coming down the stairs & there was a knock at my door. I opened the door & there stood Jenny in her PJ's with a look on her face as if...she had been crying. "Whats wrong"? I said. Jenny replied, " We've had an arguement & I've told her we have had sex"! I thought shit, no chance of fucking them both now - how wrong was I?"Kelly said can you come upstairs for a chat"? asked Jenny. My heart was pounding, I wasn't scared of the girls but it does make you a bit nervous!I closed my. I could not take back what I had said, I could not turn it into a joke for he was not a man to be joked with, I could not escape. He raised his arm, not to fight me — this would have seemed a ridiculous idea to him — but to punish me, and this punishment, I knew, after having knocked me down and handed me over to the guards, would make the death of the girl on the ship seem merciful and quick. “I am sorry,” I said, more to myself than to him, for he could not possibly understand what I was. He did it, and, apparently enjoyed doing it. I wasn't prepared to make the same sacrifices he had."I learned some things while you were gone Dad. I can't be like you when it comes to managing everything. I liked running the company, but I can only do it my way. For me, showing others what I want and letting them get it for me in their own way is how I have to do things. For the money we're paying some of these people, they should be able to deliver what we've asked of them. If they do that,. After that we hitthe dress department, buying skirts, blouses, slacks, and a few dressesbefore we hit the shoe store. then it was on to planet salon. I had noidea what to ask for, or even what mom thought I needed! But mom toldthem what to do, and as I sat in the chair she merely smiled atwatched.My hair was cut, curled, dyed, and some extensions were added! Then mynails were made a bit longer yet tapering to a feminine style andpainted a soft red. Another girl redid my makeup, commenting on.