The shock i have never felt in my life a pain from within asking you to cry shout not knowing what to do questions rising from all around my head my e...tire family behind me started crying shouting names of all the gods something very filmy i opened the glass door to see my wife breathing in with the help of a life support machine life has given me problems and situations where i have felt lonely cursed myself but this is different i had happiness and strength only after i married her and the. I went for 3 months during our winter holidays, as our school is tight and doesnt let us miss much school (it is very academic). At first, I was nervous around my new host family, which had a host brother, 17 years old too. But as time wore on, I realised I had the best family I could have received. John, being my age and having similar interests, got along very well. His parents were also very cool and easy going, they let me drink around the house and didnt really care what me and John did,. “Okay, look. I know you’re not going to like this one little bit, and neither do I because it totally goes against everything we believe about being nice, decent girls who don’t do any slutty stuff, and I know it seems too gross and indecent to even think about, but we all going to have to let those nasty old perverts do whatever they want with you.”The girls gulped, and looks of apprehension and alarm crossed their faces as the implications of what their mother speech meant began to sink into. Recognize that wedding dress? It wasmine. It took some maneuvering, but we managed to get in on you,between the four of us. I thought someone should wear it once, since Inever will. Not for you." Wait," I thought. "Four of us?"Oh," Becca continued. "I almost forgot about Ben. I believe youremember him from that case you lost. Turns out he got picked up for anexpired driver's license and had to serve that month in jail. He wasn'ttoo happy with you for that. And he's the most passionate lover.