I thought it was terrible thatsomething so wonderful would be denied to me for such simplelittle reasons. I went for a walk through our neighborhood t...try and think of a solution to my problem." "I don't know how many houses I walked past but several ofthem had the answer to my problem right in the open. When theanswer finally came to me I was stunned. I turned around andwalked back home. Four of the houses I had passed I paidparticular interest to. These four had one similarity: each. You know."Paul smiled. "You don't," he said. "Funny thing, that. You're young, healthy, in fantastic shape, but even the feeblest old man can overpower and mount you if he decides he wants to. Being a girl must be awful."Allie got chills at that, mostly because it was a terrifying thing to say, but she also couldn't entirely ignore that the crude severity of it got her ever so slightly excited, too."But," Paul continued, "I don't think you'll make me rape you. You're still standing there. I have been through this wood loads of times before and never seen anyone there before.As I was walking along I noticed a bike against a tree, I went to take a look and found a k** in School uniform sat on a tree stump. I asked if he was OK and looked like he'd been crying. He said that he'd not gone into school today as he was being bullied by the older k**s and getting called gay and a fagot.Just a bit about myself, I'm happy married and never had any gay thoughts in my life, but this k** was. ’ ‘I wouldn’t take advantage of you, sweety.’ ‘Well what if I started it, would you act upon it?’ ‘Depends what would you start?’ ‘How abou cuddling?’ ‘Nothing wrong with that?’ ‘What about if I started kissing you?’ ‘How drunk are you?’ He laughed. ‘Not drunk enough to be oblivious to what I’m doing. I could still think and feel what I was doing.’ ‘Then I would kiss you back.’ ‘What if I did more?’ ‘Like what?’ Jeremy knew I got kind of shy about this and wanted to test to see if I would say.