I was extremely nervous though. I never thought that I would be spending time like this again with Austin for the rest of my life. I needed to look my...best. I looked though my closet and lingered at a hot, little black dress I had bought just the other week. I guess I will bring this, I thought, just in case. Austins face flashed through my mind, and for an instant I thought maybe, just maybe…no it would never happen. Never, not in a billion years. He probably won’t even want anything to do. Rubbing the head of my throbbing cock against her clit Sarah breathed hard in my ear, whispering dirty nothings to me, of having wanted this for so long. I was in no position to be poetic with the majority of my blood having vacated one head and entered another so, quite simply, I took her.I grabbed Sarah and lifted her up against me as I stood in the shower. Wrapping her arms and legs around me she stared hungrily into my eyes as I guided my hard cock slowly to the entrance. Her ragged breath. I just wish I would have realized this then. I ran away from my destiny, I ran away from who I am and who I was suppose to be. I did not realize that until later, until it was to late! I go over in my head what I should have done andsome days wishI could go back in time and change the past, but whats done is done. Some things happen for a reason.I am married now, with a little boy. I married into the "nilla" life. I am happy, but will never fully be who I am suppose to be. It is hard to. After a few minutes I am fucking her ass and she groans but it backing up on my cock. I reach around her and lift her. I turn and sit down with Kelly still on my dick. She is now perched up on my cock spreading her ass open. She moves her legs up under her and I guide her into position so she can ride my cock. She is now riding my cock, getting her “no longer” tight ass fucked. After a few minutes she shudders and has a massive orgasm. I can feel her ass tighten on my cock as she is.