As I stood there, I had what my Language Arts teacher would have said was an epiphany. That sad pile of bits and pieces, odds and ends, which had mean... so much to us in years gone by, now looked like a pile of junk. What in our imaginations had been the furnishings of our make believe castle was, in reality, just trash that belonged in a landfill. It was just like our lives. In years gone by, there was nobody I was closer to than Valerie, but in the cold light of modernity, there was a chasm. I went past our hosts bedroom, but i didnt recognize anything extraordinary... yet.I turned on the lights in the bedroom and it felt like an ice pick got stabbed into my brains, it woke me up in an instant. I had to pee, the floor was cold as ice, the whole bathroom felt like freezing, so i got out as quickly as i could. And once i was on my way back to our bedroom, ive seen some light coming out of our hosts bedroom... and since i was awake now, i could clearly hear her moaning. It was the. "Okay we'll take this out to the ladies, and I must say hello to Tess. Then we'll get to it in the kitchen. What do you say?"Without waiting for an answer he handed two white cereal bowls and a jug of milk to Drew and picked up a shiny metal mixing bowl full of grains and nuts and exited the kitchen.They found Tess and Fee sitting opposite each other at a window table for four that was bathed in sunshine.They each had an apple juice and there was a jug of the golden liquid on the table. Drew. He opened some porn clips of blowjobs going on and sat beside me. As the clips played on, both of us started getting horny and he took my hand and put it on his short. I felt his half hard dick and pulled away my hand immediately.He said “you are here anyway, don’t feel shy” and opened his zip and put my hand inside. I was welcomed with pubic hair and he had a good grip on my hand not to let it go this time.I further explored and touched his dick – that was a strange feeling touching someone.