I seek them out at gatherings if they’re there. He ranted and raved about how I was losing my mind and not remembering things straight. If it wasn�...t for the many entries in this journal where I’ve talked about wanting children, I might have believed him because he was so forceful. Several times I feared he was going to strike me, but he didn’t. Instead, he yelled at me about how useless I was, how crazy I was, how his wife was nuts, and how everyone would benefit if I disappeared. Do you. My only embarrassment at this was when they thought wewere both girls due to my longer hair, which was allowed to grow duringthe summer vacations. I never really thought much about having long hairand to Mom and Dad it was just another summer savings like not having theheating bill.Now I want to explain a little about me back then, so you will understandwhat happened. I was a preme, born 6 weeks early. As a result I wasalways behind the development curve for boys my age. Additionally I waslate. 'What's making you so pleased with yourself, Boss?' he asked, as the Bursar gave a small skip on his way from the door. John grinned - he had never ever seen the old man like this and wondered for a wild moment if he was going to start juggling or something.'Wait for the others, eh. You're doing a great job with the Bennet girl. She's good, very good. Well done, I'll suggest a special bonus for you, eh?'John thanked him but suggested they wait until his part of the training was finished, but. "I stood up as the judge was coming in the door by his bench. He sat at his chair and said, "Mr. Harrison, you didn't have to stand for me. I realize your infirmities, and you will be excused from standing when called for." Your Honor, I'm only trying to pay my respects to you and to the office you hold, Sir. I thank you for the consideration, but I prefer to stand if I'm able." That is very commendable. Now," he banged his gavel, "Court is now in session. In the matter of the State vs..