" But she wanted us to do a favour for her first and after hearing what she wanted, I was not so sure. She said "but if you wanna fuck me, you have to...do something for me first" me and John both replied "alright, what is it?" "I want you to to get off with each other, suck each other off, wank each other off but don't fuck cause that's when I'll join in." I am not a gay though and I wasn't too sure what to do. John said he would do it, then they both looked at me. I couldn't resist Ellie's. " But I'll know, Jeremy." She began to cry. "I told you before thiswasn't right. I don't want to do this even for a little while. Idon't want to be a boy." Her sobbing intensified. "I thought youloved me." she wailed. "I want you to change us back now."Jeremy couldn't understand why he was doing this to Sylvia. Eventhough he loved her, he just couldn't stop now. "Maybe in a littlebit." He looked at her sullen face and knew he couldn't bear tohurt her anymore. "Okay, give me the. Thankfully he just smiled and refreshed my drink. Next he sat on the sofa, not next to me but not far away either. I tried to concentrate on the music and my lemonade...but my mind was with him naked on the floor, the bed, it didn't matter. Then it became obvious my dick was getting hard and beginning to produce that bulge in the pants. I looked over at him and was surprised he was rubbing himself. "Have you ever been with another guy?" he asked. My heart was pounding and when I tried to. Lucy did not know that until I explained it to her. Even then, the damageof those words was done and you never even told her they were wrong andyou did not mean them. You never told her you saw why she took thosewords how she did.The intent of words does not always matter; it is how they are takenwhich do. You say mean, demeaning things about someone, you better takeownership of those words when they are taken that way. You still will notadmit those words were wrong.I know you cared about those.