I mean not even a hand job for my poor husband. I was consumed by my own failure. I could never have a child of my own. Terry would never have a son. ...hy even both going through the motions? Why, well why anything anymore? Not realizing what I was doing at the time I quickly alienated my beloved. The hurt I was causing directly stemmed from my own selfishness. Allowing my pain to isolate me from the one person who cares the most for me is what makes me share this now. Time elapsed. Days became. One of the men had a camcorder and got right to taping. Mike had that woman's clothes off in no time and was eating her out. The skinny woman was all over me and pulled my pants down and started to suck my cock. We were soon both naked and in the sixty nine position. She had neatly trimmed dark haired cunt that was very wet and smelled really good. I was ready to fuck this winch when I looked over and mike was pile driving the fat lady. She was her back all spread eagle with her huge boobs. I inadvertently glanced down to her groin and noticed how much she was actually exposed. A good portion of her bald puffy vulva was showing, and her panties had began to slide up her open gash, due to her legs being so far apart. It was at that moment the day I had tried to forget came flooding back to me. The day Liv had seen me exposed by accident. I felt my dick move in my pants and was filled with shame. I was checking out my 18 year old first cousin, thinking about her seeing my dick, and. One family we were friends with had two c***dren the boy Tony was 11 when we first met his sister Lorna 8, Tony was a keen photographer and his photos often graced the club magazine he was also a talented artist at a young age.Now Tony as he grew had a crush on Anne no idea why, he would often be seen following her around by the time he was fifteen his camera was often pointed her way. Tony's parents were often guests at our straight parties and he and Lorna often tagged along, on one occasion.