These she gave and then clicked on a box that said:I have read and agree to all conditions, and I hereby agree to the amount of £50.00 being debited ...rom my account.After a few more seconds of final reflection, she clicked on the 'Submit' button. She watched the screen expectantly, and after several more seconds, another message appeared:Your payment has been accepted. Please make a careful note of the following eight digit account number. Thank you for using this service. Click here to enter. ... I asked “A program for what?" She said “Let someone touch my body , man or woman no problem … and you watch me …. But you will not reject anything to happen or not to happen, right Cem?" I said to her that talking about a fantacy is exciting, but realizing a fantasy is dangereous for a marriage and besides we were amateurs . I told her that I would think about it and ended the conversation. We have been together with each other since I was 18 and she was 15 … I am herfirst boyfriend, and. I took the bag and indicated for her to finish making our tea.This time she was much more careful and paid close attention to what she was doing. In fact, she made both cups exactly the same even though I knew she never put sugar in hers and much more creamer. She then offered me my cup, again ceremoniously, and watched as I took my first sip. The look in her eyes was hopeful and apprehensive at the same time. It was not until I looked at her and smiled, leaned back and put my feet back up, and. I was scared too, because I knew I wouldbe taken to an unknown place, to meet people I did not know and do things thatI had only fantasised about. Here, although I resent having Ellie as a boss andbeing ?chained? to her, she does provide an anchor point in my life. Severingthe invisible chain would leave me vulnerable and would force me to use my ownresources. The reassurance came back when Ellie physically linked me to Rikuand she took my hand and led me out of the building.We headed towards.