“I-I’m sorry, Renee. I didn’t know, I thought… youseemed to…”“It’s okay,” she said, her voice sh...king. “I knew itmight happen; I just thought it wouldn’t hurt so much.”“How the hell did you learn to suck cock like thatwithout getting fucked?”“Let’s just say it was required of me at a certainpoint in my life, and leave it at that, okay?”I knew whatever it was, it was bad, and that she hadgiven. Never has Candy felt so . . . abused after a fuck. Candy grins as she realises how much she loves the feeling; how lucky she is to have found Sir. Candy knows she was lucky to have finally got up the courage to meet him; she knows Sir already has helped her grow as a person and a lover. Still smiling to herself, Candy finally stands upright. Then it happens.Something slams into Candy, and she falls back down onto the bed. Candy cries out as she falls, waving her arms blindly; her eyes still. I guess you just haven't in awhile. Anyway, you can be upset.It's OK."She was trying to help, but I wasn't interested. I wanted to feel badfor myself and about myself. "Thanks for permission," I snapped."I didn't mean it that way, you know."Now I felt bad about this too. "I know. And I'm happy. But now I'mjust going to hear about it for the next six months."She turned me to face her. "It's not going to be six months. It'sgoing to happen. Soon," she said. "It will." I wanted to. We chatted a bit, as we missed each other. Our sex life was great, but I did enjoy some man to man time now and then. We said goodbye, and I took a shower. After my shower I sat at the computer perusing the videos and stories that interested me. Before long I had an erection and was slowly stroking away when I heard a noise outside. I looked out the window and there was a large motorhome backing across the road from me. John was there. I watched for a couple moments till he finished parking,.