I wasn’t sure where I was or what I’d see, so I turned to look back toward the one small bulb across the room and flipped all four switches on at ...nce.The whole place lit up so bright I had to close my eyes for a second. I was blinded by the overhead lights in this place.When I was able to see again, I looked all around. The walls and the floor were concrete and it looked like the ceiling was too. The lights were fluorescent and all in rows across the ceiling. The floor was as clean as my room. And Ray grimaced. It was a frown of harsh lines that pulled the muscles of his face taut.He started to write, "Leave." He deleted it. He started to write, "Go to Hell." He deleted it. He started to write "Why him?" and deleted it with wobbly hands.Instead he wrote, "Dana is happiness an elusive dream?"O Mistress mine, where are you roaming?O, stay and hear; your true love's coming, That can sing both high and low:Trip no further, pretty sweeting;Journeys end in lovers meeting, 4Luke called just. " Suddenly she leaned over to the night stand and dug into her purse. When she sat back, she had a cell phone. She flipped it open and punched a few buttons and after a few seconds of listening, she said, "Hi. It's me. Did you get lucky?"She listened a bit and then said "Too bad. How about Judy?" Again a pause and she responded with, "Tell her I said 'sorry' but I got something I want you to see." She moved her bottom away from me until she was sitting on my ankles and held the phone in front. The freezing fog was a permanent weather feature for the first two weeks of our stay. With the aircraft unable to fly due to poor visibility we had time on our hands. Visits to Westerland were undertaken, always by taxi, but the island was in deep freeze until spring, and only a few bars, and no birds, were open for business. An educational trip to Hamburg was planned, but unfortunately for me by the time of the visit I was skint – borassic – broke.A few days before the Hamburg visit I had.