“I understand, but, genuinely, there is not a vacancy there. I have looked at all my ventures and... “ here he hesitated, he knew she would be sho...ked, horrified even. “there is only one vacancy I think; but it is something I would never dream of suggesting.”“Mr Clinton, let us be frank since you are entirely aware of my circumstances, I am destitute. I cannot even pay the hotel bill. I will do anything.” She was unable to imagine something she wouldn’t do, perhaps she needed more. She did try hard to shave between her legs and I even tried to help her with my hand to move her lips around so she could shave them, but nothing seemed to work."Looks like you get to do it all yourself. I have a seat in the side of my tub at home that I normally use to shave, but all we have here is this crappy setup," she said a bit angrily.Once we got out of the shower she told me where to find two safety razors. One had a bar of soap around the blades and the other was like the one my dad. I'd want one that would make me female, completely, including the risk of pregnancy. All I really want is to be accepted as a 'normal' woman."One of the fantasies for many men is to have a harem of extremely beautiful women, each one better looking than the next, and to have a different one of those women in his bed every night. It is not my fantasy. The only part of that fantasy that I would think appropriate is the concept of an extended family that would be created. My fantasy would be to be. Susan had a cabin to herself on the opposite of the ship to her parents which she didn’t mind. Susan like her parents sent the next hour unpacking and getting changed before joining her parents on the deck for the sail away party.The first full day was spent at sea Susan made the most of it making sure she got the sun tan bathing topless on the top deck with a couple of other likeminded woman of all ages, her dad didn’t seem to mind when he joined her while her mum read a book in the shade..