" Cindy said, and handed Jake the glasses so he could look."Let me see." Jake whispered and studied the lay out for a few minutes."I guess we picked t...e wrong night." Jake said, and dropped the binoculars from his eyes."Maybe not, can you watch my back?" Cindy said, having an idea."What do you mean?" He might have a computer, and I can see what's on it." Hell it's probably got all kinds of passwords." Jake blew off her idea."I went to M.I.T. on a computer scholarship; I can break into it if you. "Oh, honey, I'm sorry " Julia said, touching his arm. "What happened?" Josh paused for a moment, obviously a little embarrassed. "Well, she was a year younger than me and I felt like I was, y'know, ready, but she wasn't in the same place." He looked at Julia, "I don't mean I did anything to upset her or piss her off. I was happy to wait until she was ready but I was worried that she might, y'know, sleep with me when she wasn't really ready and I didn't want that. And because I'm going off to. Whatever the case, I feel he is the only person who can help me regain control of my animal self.This journal is my attempt to ensure what I go through is not in vain. If for some reason the entries in this journal stop without explanation, I urge whoever finds this to take it to the authorities and have Tim Brandton investigated immediately. You may be my only hope.Tuesday, January 27th, 1987This morning, Tim took me to Burger King and treated me to breakfast. I don't know how he could have. So he called to his secretary. ‘Mary,’ he called through the intercom to the desk outside his plush overstuffed office with a view. ‘Mary, could you come in here for a second?’ Before John could take his finger off the button, Ms. Mary Lake entered the office with all the enthusiasm of a secretary making 100 grand a year. ‘Yes, Mr. Freeman,’ she said brightly while headed toward his desk, a good 40 feet from the door. ‘What can I do for you sir?’ ‘Mary, it seems that today is a very important.