She struggled through the day, trying to keep her mind off of Terry's indifference and off her craving to be filled and sated."Mom wants me to bring t...e kids over to spend the night," Terry announced later that afternoon after talking with his parents."Oh, but..." But what?" I... nothing," she added, heartbroken that her birthday would come and go without any mention from Terry or the children and because she was obviously not invited to join them on the trip."We'll be back sometime tomorrow,". .." Mom," I said stopping her, "I know what happened! But you have to getpast all that and let me be myself! I know that you miss Sam, we alldo, but she's gone and I'm not!" I sat back looking at her. "Mom, Billstopped by. He told me that some of the girls from the girls club wantto talk to me, the girl me! But what do I tell them? If I talk to them,they'll expect to see a girl named Kelly more often, right? So, if Idecide to do it, dress like a girl again I mean, outside of this house,will you. (At this point i will become Shelly describing that morning) I questioned why he stared at me all the time, and he said because i heard him call him a nasty nigga, and wondered why? I looked at him, and he was well dressed today, clean, with nice clothes, and smelled really nice, which reminded me that i had not showered since Saturday before i went out, and i ended up masturbating since i went home alone, and was lazy on Sunday, so i was to shower when i got done jogging, but now how. I always worked on Monday nights and stayed at the store until I had all of the videos processed for sale and rental for opening on Tuesday mornings.I always worked with Megan. She was about 150 pounds, black hair, brown eyes, 32DD Bra, and very flirty. We worked together at nights all the time. Megan was always a little flirty. This night it went further than just a flirt. She and I were processing Adult Videos and laughing about some of them. I watched Megan that night as bent down to.