. if you want to talk about it or anything, you know I'm here..."My tears pricked with familiar tears again. If only it helped to talk about it. I fel... like I had talked the whole subject to death and still it made no difference. I hadn't heard from him since that email. Nothing at all — not one text or phone call. My head knew it was over but my heart stubbornly refused to accept it. He was constantly on my mind and if I didn't think about him in the space of five minutes, I considered myself. I asked Rose to get up, she did and i led her to the edge of the bed where she sat naked as the day she was born, I removed all my clothes revealing my hard cock, she asked what I was going to do as she hadnt had sex for so long, I got her to lie on the bed and asked if her late husband had ever had his tongue in her pussy, she looked shocked and replied no! he hadnt, lets start there I told her and started to run my tongue up the inside of her upper thigh, she was breathing heavily and told me. After dropping my gf i came back to Shivani and she was still in her nighty then she asked me what I was doing with my gf in her room. I said I made love to my gf then she asked me can u make love with me. I dint said anything I directly kissed on her lips and our lips locked for 20min while I was kissing her I was pressing her butt and boobs and she was really on fire the i took her to her room were I fucked my gd before some time then put her on bed and I started kissing her neck sssssss she. I had to get away and really consider everything mymother had just laid on me. She hadn't really given me much of achoice. There was no way I was going to willingly put myself infoster care. I couldn't say that going to live with either AuntCarla or Uncle Jim was much better. The only things I had left inthis world was my mother and grandmother. My father had alreadytaken nearly everything I had, there was no way I was going togive up what little I had left. Was I willing to become a girljust.