. !"It's not a very nice neighborhood, is it, Mr. Cannon," Carol said.He grinned. "Not exactly the place where I'd let my wife walk the streets unesco...ted... if I had one. You said you've only been here a week. You mean in Westland, or Los Angeles?" Both. I'm from San Francisco. I rented the apartment sight unseen from a newspaper ad, never dreaming that the Westland section could be like this," Carol replied, simultaneously clocking in her mind the fact that he was not married. "It fit my. " Great! See you Friday," she said, and she was off.Oh my Jesus, did I just do that?Oh, Christ. Now I had two days to go out of my mind.I was sitting in my room after supper that night, pretending to do homework but really obsessing about it, when Jake stumbled in from football practice."Hey, Rooms, what's up? You look preoccupied." You know that girl I've been helping with calc?" Yeah, Sheila Mitchell, the swimmer, " he said, "you told me. I've never met her, but I know people that know her.". I'm always looking at my Mom to see what I could see of her and whether it was accidental or on purpose, she was always showing. Oh, yeah, I'd do my Mom, if I could. She gives me masturbation material daily. I can't count the times I imagined kissing my Mom, French kissing her, while feeling her breasts."What I do every day, Mom. Look for a job." As soon as I said that, I felt emasculated that I wasn't working and bringing in any money or going to school and broadening my mind. I felt like the. You need to move on. You can't wallow inwhat you've lost," she said."Are you listening? I'm stuck in limbo. In prison. I can't move on.Because of this. I've been emasculated. Neutered... soon I'll belobotomised," I grumbled. "I've had one visitor and I don't know ifshe even made it out of here." Krystal. I checked. There are no logs of this girl being here," Shesaid."Check with Blain," I suggested."I did. Nothing. Are you sure you aren't making her up?" Doc Phillipsasked."Yes," I snapped.But it.