“Nice legs.”“Pretty little cock”“We’ll teach you what your balls are for.”“I can’t wait to see you bleed.”Two women immediately ca...e forward and grabbed Perry’s arms. They attached leather cuffs to his wrists and fastened the cuffs to a rope that stretched upwards to pulleys on wooden beams which braced and supported the ceiling of the sorority house. Working quickly, the women then secured a spreader bar between Perry’s legs so he couldn’t close his legs. This made Perry feel very. One day dad,mom, and my brother had loaded up the cattle trailer with some steer calfs and had left to take them to the cattle auction and sell. Leaving me at home alone to clean the house, and do the chores I had to do every day. Feed the chickens, gather eggs, milk the goat, That was our only milk supply we had. Which I had gotten done very early in the morning and finally had the house cleaned.I decided i'd go and skinny dip in the water trough that was fed by our windmill and underground. Being a demon is filled with pain, loss and rejection.”Through her words and through something deeper I felt her pain—the cry of a lover desiring to be cherished and accepted facing loss and rejection. My arm reached out almost without thought and drew her too me. “I hear you.”She snuggled against me. I began to pet her. “I can feel your pain. How is that?”She stiffened in my arms. “I don’t think you’re going to like the answer.” She was afraid, bracing for rejection. “Part of what I took from. Whydon't we try that? Thank you, David, thank you very much."I went down to the kitchen humming. I had a busy day in front of me.Looking back, things in the house changed after that morning. I startedtaking a more active interest in doing the things I needed instead ofdepending totally on someone else. And I decided to help Aunt Emmaaround the house more. I had plenty of time. Aunt Emma had the Spa. Idecided to figure out what I needed to get where I wanted. I built awhole spreadsheet.