When we started playing and singing, I took my guitar and for the first time I took up the chords of a Mauritian song – By Cassiya – Ici kot nou e...er. Everybody fell silent as no one knew the chords or the beat. It was just me and my guitar…and as I strum along the melancholic chords and lyrics, A. joined me for the chorus… I don’t know if it was the situation I found myself in…or whether I was more home sick that I realised or if it was the fact of sharing a private Mauritian moment with. Eventually my house started filling up with people. I greeted them all with a giant smile on my face, hiding my sadness. Uncles, aunts and cousins all came with gifts in hand. Being an only child does have its perks. It was around 9:00 when the parents decided to leave. At this time they usually leave the kids to sleep over at my house. Aunt Mabel was about to leave until she noticed Courtney tailing her. Why dont you stay Courtney? Im not a kid anymore. Besides I got homework to do. Kid. That. ‘However, my love, I do love you dearly. I love our marriage and I love our home. I definitely don’t want to break what we have here’.‘No, no, hun. I accepted your proposition. I could have said no but I was piqued and wanted to try pussy. If somebody is going to be blamed, WE are both to be blamed’. ‘But I am not blaming anybody here for what is not happening’.‘ I do enjoy sex with Dorothy and that is exactly what is happening here, I am having sex and that is only what is happening here’.‘Do. "You have a fetish. So what! You already know what most people will never discover–that pleasure and pain are two sides of the same coin. The thing is Rachel, I can't imagine you ever squandering a single instant by letting time go by unobserved and unappreciated." I'm not… some kind of freak?" Only if living your life to the fullest is freakish," I said."Thank you, Davey," she whispered. "I never thought of it like that. It's always been a shameful secret."I leaned over, put my mouth over.