It’s Thursday again I am looking forward to tripping on my third dose of the new drug. My panties keep getting damp as I anticipate what new sexua... romp this dose will lead to. Work goes smooth all day my manager has gotten over her shock of my turn around.I am sure she was on the edge of firing me for my bad performance and chronic tardiness. Now she was hiring at moving me to shift leader. That’s not happening mainframe has been data mining digital coin for most of a week. I have a. I stormed out of the house breaking down her slide glass door and I really did not care what happened because you screw with me I screw you over even worse.I arrived home and took off my clothes and got into the shower. I sobbed and sobbed wondering what was really wrong with me and I even contemplated taking my own life. I got out of the shower and went into the lay on the couch. I remained naked contemplating how I can end my sufferings. What would be the best way for me to snuff my own. "Is this real or computer generated?"The reply came quickly. WE HAVE BEEN SHOWN HOW TO PROGRAM SOME ANSWERSSO THAT THEY CAN BE DELIVERED IMMEDIATELY. THIS IS TO EXPLAIN WHY SOMETIMES YOU WILL HAVE TO WAIT AND AT OTHERS NOT.THIS IS A REAL IMAGE ALTERED IN NO WAY. I AM NOT A COMPUTER GENERATEDIMAGE. WHILE THERE IS NOT ENOUGH ROOM FOR ME TO FLY HERE, IF YOU ASK METO DO ANYTHING PHYSICALLY I WILL COMPLY PROVIDED IT IS NOT OF A SEXUALNATURE. WE ARE SEXUAL BEINGS, BUT BY THE SAME TOKEN WE PREFER TO. You would also think they would be quieter with a eigth grader in the next room, but they aren’t. When they fuck it sounds like two cats fighting in the yard. I’m beginning to think that they want me to know how much my getting screwed by a bunch of black boys is turning them on.We talked about the baby. No abortions for me. My parents made that decision. After many discussions and much crying, we (they) have decided to let someone adopt it. That is probably going to the hardest thing I will.