What’s more, I can match any man in this world. I can join the hunt for food again, to fish with my friends and to enjoy life. Not to be defined but...my sex and status, not to live here submissively to either my father or your king! I will not do it.’ Mendoza studied her with both horror and admiration, for woman did not behave in such manner, nor have such thoughts. ‘Fish and hunt?’ his eyebrows lifted disbelievingly. Ava wriggled free from his embrace, stubbornly and proudly thrusting her. ” he stammered, “Oy yuy yuy.”“Look, Josh, I don’t know if I love you, I think I do,” she said, “And I don’t know if you love me, and I doubt you know either. But I really like you, I want to be good friends, and I really enjoyed this. It was wonderful waking up this morning with you holding me like this. Best wake up of my life, Josh. Now get over here and hug me and give me a kiss.”“I, well, yuh-” Josh started again; he was trying to say what he had decided to say earlier.“No,” she stated. I think that they were getting the message. Not sure how I felt about that, but it was what I wanted, that is to not be some kind of human ornament for each and every holiday. Well, that’s the way I saw things as developing, and I didn’t much like it.I did have questions though. I knew from talking with Stacey on the phone, on Christmas Day, night actually, that for the second time the Ellisons had not shown their faces. Stacey’d called to see if I was all right. She’d made a strenuous effort. ..The huge black guy smiled at me and he asked his friends where they had found this little blonde princess from heaven…Alfie smiled back, saying that the slutty looking lady had a car trouble down the local county road. He added that they had given me a lift there, figuring that he could fix me up…Nathan was staring directly at my hard nipples, which were clearly visible though my sweating wet shirt. I had not put on my thong back on after Jack and Alfie had fucked me.I was sure this new black.