Fascinated, she stared at the way his cheekbones created the hollows of his eyes. She realized that she had passed the point where she could have not ...ucked him. Where had that been? ‘How are you?’ she asked. He reached carelessly behind him, and with a flick of his fingers swung the door more shut. He extended the fingers of his other hand out towards her stomach, he had the waistband of her new panties in his fist. He moved his hand downwards slightly, she could feel the heat of his body,. In the woods, she only dared spy from a safe distance. Now she was close, and although she couldn't see anything clearly, she could feel the electricity in the air, could hear the kids expressing pleasure as if whispering straight into her ear, could smell their excitement like a dog.She felt left out, abandoned--not that it was anybody's fault but her own. She'd been hiding back here in the corner the whole trip. Any boys who'd tried to get her attention she'd completely ignored. Any boys. It sits brazenly visible across the water like a neighborhood "Devil's Island" franchise, tended by 8-hour shift changes of lunch-bucketed civil servants carried back and forth on a guarded ferry.My road-weary Chevy pickup squats under a bug-splattered camper, 600 miles out of Idaho and parked here, facing Diamond Blvd., backed into the evergreen-choked driveway of my stepson-in-law's rented house. I sit in my camper at a fold-down table to write this.The houses front on narrow streets without. .jakge or dikepore nazardebo……basanti takhan chade kapor kachte geche…..boudi dekhi bason niye chade uthte uthte amar dike ar amar barmudar tent er dike takiye muchki hese chole gelo…..kichuta santi pelam hoito parents ke janabe na,…..niche namar samay amake bollo babu (amar dak nam)ektu cha khabe? Niche chalo amar eka eka cha khete valo lagche na.. Ami lajjay takate parchilam na aporna boudi bollo taratari eso bole abar ekta naughty smile diye chole gelo.. Ami gelam jetei boudi bollo baso…ami.