But as I walked on the gravel path toward Lexi's final resting place, I was a lot calmer than I'd been nearly a year ago. I was ... more mature? I don...t know. I didn't feel bottled up. My rage—my anger—that I'd felt for four years was still there, but it was not quite at the surface now. And I don't mean I'd buried it. I was in touch with it. When I woke up sweating or screaming, I knew the rage was right beside me, ready to answer my call. But I was beginning to separate myself from it. I. I was in shock as id never thought something like this would happen, i mean she was amazing looking and 29 years old but i was 22 and we hadnt even so much as flirted in the 6 years that i had know her.she climbed up my body and position her self over me completely naked, we were face to face and she just said "hi" and began to kiss me and i went with it, she was grinding in to me and i could feel that she was really wet and i just let my instincts take over after all she had just blown me. Then his look got hard. "One way or the other you gonna pay that bill."I was really frightened now. "Ok," I said. "I'll pay. How much is it?" Six hundred bucks," he answered. My heart sunk. I knew that it was all I had, and the thought of having to give it up like that was depressing. But I realized that I had no choice. "Can I have the sheet – to cover myself while I get you the money?" He handed me the sheet and I wrapped it around my body. "I don't know why you want to cover up a pretty body. I explained how we had been admiring her all day and perhaps she might like a bit of a change of scene. She was not keen.So I took a slightly more forceful approach. I asked her if she liked sucking cocks. She said yes so at this point I took a risk and got my cock out and asked her to suck it. She looked a bit perplexed but I grabbed her head and pushed her down. She immediately locked onto my cock and started sucking. She was magnificent and licked up and down my shaft. She took my balls in.