I couldn’t see them that wellunder the bluejean material. She moaned, “I normallyuse the pump or I feed the baby. I misplaced the pumpafte... I filled up the bottles for little Armando Jr.,so he would have enough milk while he stays at yourparent’s house. I don’t know what to do! I’m soengorged! It feels like their gonna explode!”“Do you want me to help you?” I asked her. She satlooking like she was in some pain, nodding her headyes. I muted the TV. It was totally bizarre to be ten and realize I was in love with a grown-up man, that I knew in my soul it wasn’t puppy love or a crush, and that I would love him forever. It was carved in stone. It was in the positions of the stars. Those things were set and constant, and so was my heart.I sympathized with Aileen because I knew what she was feeling, but I also was a mom, trying to keep my daughter from growing up too fast. She is a different person. She wasn’t picked by the planner. Perhaps her. He wasn't a fag but... undeniably what he experienced, he never experienced as a man. Still, thinking about that cock in his mouth made him puke in the shower.Juan wrapped himself in the towel and walked into the room. Manuel was already into the cocaine. Manuel beckoned him over and offered him a few lines."Hey sorry about hitting you. Man it was worth eh? I mean... didn't look like you minded it any way eh?"Fuck you. I feel like some fucking fag. Damn this is some good shit though." "Well. There was a new assistantworking in the lab carrying samples they were doing DNA work on frogs tosee if the ability to change gender could be used to change organs like aportion of the liver into a kidney. I was disconnecting the unit and I wason my knees in front of this desk when the assistant walked by stumblingover my feet. She nearly fell but I saw her feet before the stumble and asI was about to say something she tripped. I caught her but the samples shewas carrying splashed all over the.