” His big slender hands gently cupped my breasts as I drowned in the music and let myself fall into an abyss. If this was to be my initiation, I wa... ready. I had nothing to lose anymore. I didn’t want to recognize myself any longer. I wanted to kill every ounce of goodness, every ounce of virtue that I possessed. I wanted it all gone. “Everything hurts,” I said, stifling a heaving cry. “I will take it all away.” His soothing voice was such a comfort to me. How could the Prince of Hell be. Yeah, it's a girly thing to do, but you know, I would have done anything for Janie back then, she was my best friend.Janie was bored, I guess, liked to live life dangerously, the adrenaline and thrill of doing something illicit was her thing. She got me to try pot, she got me to have my first - and fourth - drink, and she got to clean me up afterwards. She smoked cigarettes from time-to-time, even though I wouldn't. They made her breath stink, and her clothes stink, and after she'd smoked, I. Her boyfriend, Rich was a lucky guy. Ruth was my height and we had similar builds and I was able to slip into the lingerie. Even better was the pair of red stiletto shoes. For once I was glad that I had small feet for a guy and slipped them on. My cock was rock hard (at 7.5 inches it gave a lie to the line about men with small feet)I was now lost wanking playing and myself with my ass. Like most cross dressers I was straight but when in femme I always felt a little like a cock slut. I had been. Since her mom was at work he didn't care if she was loud. They fucked for about 45 mins. and she came on his dick and he felt that so he slow down and held her arms up above her head and fucked her slow and hard. She moaned some more and he then came in her pussy, a big load of cum went in her. He kissed her nipple and pulled out of her. I came over about half an hour later after they fucked didn't know. She was in a nightgown sitting on the couch she had no undies or a bra on. Her dad was in.