Ki korbe….. Hothat tomal er mone ekta chinta jhilik diye gelo. Tomal khub valo kore e jane j tomal er maa er tomal chara ar keu nei. Tomal e tar ekm...tro obolombon o vorosha. Karon ei tomal k akre dhore e tar baki jibonta katate hobe. Ei tomal e take briddho boyosh e tar voron poshon korbe. Shutorang tomal er maa tomal er upor beshidin raag kore thakte parbena othoba tomal ke chere o jabena. Tomal shujogta nebar plan korte thaklo. Vablo tomal joto kichu e koruk tar maa er shathe sumita debi tobu. Jaimiesunk to his knees, head bowed, and waited.How long he would kneel there he did not know, it had been seconds orhours in the past but within 5 minutes the unmistakable sounds of highhells on hard wood flooring echoed faintly from somewhere in theapartment, before growing loader, with every step getting closer andJaimie becoming harder as they drew near. Eventually, as Jaimie's trainedexcitement peaked the site of a pair of six inch, black patent heelsfilled the vision of Jaimie's bowed. Sandy and my daughter locked eyes for just long enough.“OH SHIT! Excuse me!” Sandy said rather loudly and took off towards the bedroom.My daughter stood there absolutely silent for what seemed like an eternity and then looked over at me standing there in a pair of sweats, and nothing else, before finally finding her voice.“What the hell is going on, and what the hell is Sandy doing here naked coming out of your bathroom?” she fired off at me.Well it was my turn to gather my voice and wits.. Sometimes, overtime in an emergency might mean an eighteen hour shift ... getting home twenty-four hours after the last time you woke. Sometimes you hardly know whether you're coming or going and it's difficult to organise a social life ... Sorry about the rant – I got sidetracked there – anyway. Time passed ... weeks and months. I got a transfer to permanent nights on a general medical ward; the hospital was just up the road from where I was living and I was living a somewhat consistent life,.