So I started wearing shorts at home and at night no panty or bra, just to see him excited and forget about my mom.Everything was under control, but th...n the thing happened. It was a rainy day. I couldn’t sleep in my room due to the thunder sounds. So I went into my father’s room to sleep alongside him. Due to my habit, I forgot to wear panties and bra.In the middle of the night, I felt someone fingering me. I woke up to see that my father was fingering my pussy which excited me. I asked, “What. At the time, we had developed a reciprocal ‘look after’ relationship with a married couple with a son and daughter of similar ages as our sons - 3 doors away and by mutual agreement we had set into motion an agreement where amongst other times, but essentially on weekend afternoons we’d look after their children and the next day they’d look after our two. Saturday or Sunday afternoon was fast becoming the only quality time David and I had together. Sometimes we had to get family stuff done,. Miller looked hard at me. “Don’t make me come over there cunt. Just get under him and rub his cock, it’ll get hard believe me.” I shivered, I had no idea how to get a horse hard. I knew that there was no way I could fuck him he was too big too tall. I also knew if I didn’t do something Mr. Miller was going to beat me. I went to the horse and knelt under him. He let out a soft whinny when I got close, but didn’t move. Looking up I could see the sheath that held his cock. I reached up and. Finally, I had to do something that totally made me sick. I had to learn karate. So after the third time a bully picked on me he ended up with a kick in the balls. I was left alone.After our time in Tolerance my family moved away. My parents are still together and will celebrate their 30th anniversary next month.When I went off to college decided to study the two things that made my life worthwhile, teaching and poetry. After graduation I applied to only one school, Tolerance High. With Dr..