No look of desire or shock - just looking curiosly. When I softened up, she just said "Thanks" and got up and walked out.I went to the shower and got ...leaned up. When I came out, she was making dinner and asked me how often I wanked. I told her I had not in a while, explained my Fuck Buddy's and how it had been dry for some time while she had been in the house.She was sorry that she put a damper on my sex life and told me that she could go to a hotel if I need the house. I told her no - it was. I am not a virgin but the few times that I have fucked before have been brief tumbles in bed that have brought me no joy at all. I have never willingly made love before and so I hope he will understand my inexperience and that he will be gentle with me, It does not occur to me that the naked wanton lying on the couch with her legs wide apart and her hand up to the wrist in her pussy might not be the demure maiden I consider myself to be.In the end what could have been an embarrassing situation. "It's the blacks," Brabbinger continued, "Once they have a taste for white women," he left the sentiment hanging in the air."And the women once they get a taste for blacks!" I added making sure mother was well away in case I got another slap."They're horrible," Evie suddenly burst into tears again, "They're all rough skinned and they stink and their things are bony and hurt me when they keep jabbing and." It's all right Evie," I told her, "Imagine how lovely they thought you were all smooth and. I'm maybe feeling guilty ... you know ... like I was cheating on Veronica. That's crazy, I know, but in the back of my mind, that's what's nagging at me. I'm not sure how to handle it."Connie stopped walking and turned to him. There was a sincere look of sadness about her, something he hadn't seen lately."I won't make you do anything you don't feel good about, Tom. I know what I want, but not at any price. I'm going to back off and let you decide when or if the time is right."He nodded and.