Neither were my thoughts in any sense logical, they swirled around my head. She was in a relationship with Martin Greaves. She was engaged to me. Was ...he going to leave me? Did I want her to stay with me after what I saw?Now I knew I had been unfaithful, so while I was upset she was with someone else, I could not in conscience feel angry. But upset? Certainly. Worried and uncertain now when I had been certain before. And I did feel angry anyway.By the time I got to my flat I felt hopeless, and. "Mmmm! My, you're a naughty boy, kissing your step-mum like that!" she grinned. In one of my favourite photos of her it can be seen that she had quite broad shoulders but an otherwise trim figure. She wore her auburn hair centre-parted and in a straggly style to her shoulders, her eyes, almond shaped, were aquamarine-blue in colour and she had a lovely smile. Being quite tall and slender she found it easy to dress attractively and I never once saw her wearing jeans or trousers. She was a very. " — Then she stopped, looked at me, then looked back to see if any one was noticing her. A little further persuasion and then, "I can't stop more than an hour then." — I acceded to every condition. driven to a free coffee shop, a shabby one which I knew of, and were soon in a bedroom. She cast her eyes down as if to hide her face as she approached the house. If I want a woman not regularly on the town, it's best to bid and at once very high for her favours, I ought to have bid £500 at first,. I didn't think it would be a good idea, at least not yet."I had the feeling that she wanted for us to be alone someplace, and I knew exactly where we could have some privacy, my bedroom.Even though I knew my mom would be home, I also knew she would half blitzed on vodka, something that she did quite often over that nine years since my dad passed."Say Kathy, you doing anything now?" No, not really, why?" Well, if you can get out of the house for a while we can go somewhere." Yeah I can go, but.