There is no undoing that. Even an abortion leaves a deep scar on your soul you have to live with. Plus she could no longer say she had never been with...a man to any other person without lying. It was a perceived innocence she sort of hung her hat on.After some tossing and turning, I fell asleep and dreamt of her, how beautiful and innocent she was in my eyes. When I woke I had a tremendous urge to jerk away the thoughts I had for her, but I resisted selfishly, because if we had any relations. This isn't the chute of some amateur ass slut. This is fucking professional service I'm getting. Only way someone gets this good is practice, practice, practice. I bet you haven't gone a single night in a while without something up in here. Bet this hole has swallowed miles worth of cock by now." It was true that Master had made anal sex a regular part of their nightly activities for months, and it made her sick to her stomach that it was apparently so obvious. By the time her bowels. She blushed when I did."We know we both feel great, Elaine. Now tell me what you drink and I'll get it."She asked for mineral water. I got a beer for myself."So, darling. A hundred messages told me you wanted to talk to me. I am all ears."She searched for my eyes."Please, Eric. No sarcasm."I took a gulp of my beer."Sorry. It is just hard not to, darling. Please tell me how you cheated on me and why."She stared into her glass. She took a deep breath. Then she looked up."I met Jason at a. I pulled away from the curb and at the next corner I noted the street name. I drove around the block and came back down the street on the side opposite from the bungalow. I noted the address and then drove away. Over the next few days, I watched the house and noted her movements. It appeared she had one roommate who left the house early each day and didn?t return until late in the evening. The young woman I was interested in was named Terri Borders. Ever since I had watched her play.