.." I waved my hands in frustration, "things probably have been altered. I realized my judgment may have been impaired in some ways, and perhaps I mig...t not comprehend the changes inside of me; but, what I do know is this, you make me feel good." I stood there staring at her. "You have made all of the work and pain and everything I have gone through so much more bearable. Accident or not, when I look at you I feel happy. You make me feel good. I care deeply for you."I paused again, wondering if. "Hey..." still not turning,"Hey, yourself. Found it OK then?" I'm standing next to you looking out at the view."Obviously...", a smile in your voice, eyes still fixed ahead at the view.I move closer to you, behind you, arms around you. "Nice?" it's a good spot..." you're still looking ahead, but I feel the shift of your body as you ease back against me, an almost imperceptible change.I move forward slightly, my cheek against your hair, "glad you came?"You reach up and touch my cheek, snuggling. I was in the storgage room for about 15 min when i heard the door to the next room open and close i new it was miss m . both rooms shared a air vent so it was easy to hear what was going on in both rooms. after about 5 min i climbed the shelving to peek through the vents had a perfect view from above of miss m. she was sitting on couch at the end of room going through papers the way she was sitting was a way she would never of sat in class she had one leg on the floor and the other pulled up to. I'll sort your share out at the end of the week. I'd fuck you myself if you weren't my own flesh and blood. Now, get some sleep. You've got a long day tomorrow."Granddad went up to bed. I sat down and cried myself to sleep on the sofa. When I woke up, I went up to Granddad's room, but he wasn't there. I made myself some cereal and a glass of milk and watched cartoons on TV. I thought about leaving before William and his friends got here, but I didn't have anywhere to go. I just lay on the sofa.