..," What was I saying?"I know you spend a lot of time hanging out with girls at school. Yourteachers and other mothers have mentioned this to me. Is ...here anyoneyou are starting to have fantasies about? A special girlfriend?" Mom, I'm not into that." No? Most boys are by your age. It's OK. You can tell me anything."She looked into my eyes with concern. "This is OK whatever you answer.You said pictures of girls don't excite sexually. Is that right?I nodded silently."Well then, I need to ask if. Now, she told it all. ‘That’s rotten luck,’ Cora said a long while afterward, meaning it. ‘Something wonderful like that – and that nice with a man like you had – that’s the sorta thing that a girl could just … well, go on with forever. I think that you might have found the one. I like the way that you make him sound, girl. He sound like just what you’d need and want.’ She smiled a little, ‘So you didn’t have the thought to maybe stuff him inta one of your bags and take him along?’ She snorted. He said he was tired and wanted to take a nap. I called Lena on her cell phone to find out where everyone was."Audrey is out driving her new car. Susan is still at the office. Grammy is here at the hospital with me and Mom." Roy and I will be at the hospital in twenty minutes. I am dropping your grandfather off at the hotel." I'll tell Grammy about PawPaw. We'll see you when you get here."I walked in the hospital room twenty-five minutes later. I got my hugs from Sally and Lena. I kissed. My lawyer had advised me about this possible scenario. Without re-hashing the Legalese mumbo-jumbo, it came down to this: if I were to take her back now, knowing what I knew, it would, in the eyes of the court, be a tacit acceptance of her infidelity. My iron- clad grounds for divorce would instantly evaporate, leaving me the untenable choice of allowing her to rape me financially in a continued divorce action, or reconcile and become her cuckold."I miss you, too," I admitted.That wasn't a lie..