Little old me. ‘I love it,’ Mark came to me quietly, and slid his hands over my bare arms. His pants were long gone and I could feel that familiar...heat pressing at my hip. He inched my dress up a little further and then led me toward the bed. ‘You’re always so fucking sweet,’ Mark kissed between my shoulder blades as I positioned myself in front of him. I kept on my stockings, the way he liked, and knelt with my back to him. Behind me, I felt the weight of the mattress dip as Mark climbed up,. ." Sandy knew she was supposed to be saying something, but the spiral was filling her vision – making it so hard to think."I see you like the spiral, Sandy. But please, tell me about Penny." Sandy shook off the haziness that had taken her as best she could."We ... we went into her office and she ... she said that she ... didn't want ... didn't..." Images of Penny in her office flitted across Sandy's mind, but they seemed to evaporate as the spiral drew her..."Yes, Sandy, the spiral is enticing.. Happy? Bole amra water park e dhuklam.o ekta black legins type kichu porlo i thnk trank r tar sathe ekta yellow genji.O amar hat dhore dhire dhire jole namlo.sei somoy wave bondho chilo.amra aste aste govire jete suru korlam.jkhn amader buker ektu niche jol tkhn suddenly wave start holo.o prothomei ghabre giye ektu jol kheye fello.and amay samne peye amaye khub jore joriye dhorlo.o praye kado kado obostae bolte laglo rohan da ami dube jabo.thn ami ok bollam dur boka prothm bar bole jol kheye. Most of them alone. In the not-alone times, I’d had seven lovers ranging in age from nineteen to fifty-five. But most of them had been for only a night or two.What was the point?A Year and a Half Ago: It’s About the JourneyI remember the first night I moved into my trailer. Maddie came out of the house in her pajamas and robe with fluffy slippers and knocked on the door. It was easy. For a few days, until I got the trailer stocked and everything moved into it, it was parked in the carport. She.