Helen was still an attractive woman at 32 years of age, but despite this fact she rarely dated men, and no longer wanted the disappointment of trying....Sexual release for her now consisted of a number of vibrators she had hidden at the back of her underwear draw beside her bed.It was 4 in the afternoon, and a hot summers day. Helen was sunbathing in her garden, thinking about the fact that she hadn't masturbated in 5 days, and she thought it too hot to bother getting changed out of her bikini.. "Alright mom, I will be there in a sec!" Laura replied. Laura then sat down too think about the things that she might bring. She looked down at the floor from where she was sitting on the bed, and was wondering if she needed to bring her heavy coat, or her light sweater. For a few seconds, she hesitated, but then with an impulse, grabbed her heavy coat. It was a very fancy coat that she had received at her 21st birthday party from her grandparents, and though it was a bit short, she knew. “He did, we talked in the hot tub,” Linda answered.“You guys were in the hot tub… that’s nice,” Jenni said, and then she asked, “So what did he say?”“Honey, he already told you he isn’t mad at you and didn’t think any less of you for being at the bookstore, but the rest of what he told me should wait until the three of us are together, so we’ll talk when you come over at noon, okay… love you,” Linda replied.“Okay mom,” Jenni said, feeling a little frustrated, “I’ll see you guys later, love you. I had to leave a message with Aunt Peg to make sure they all spent the night so I had some time to handle you."The whole subject of fate, predestination and free will was swirling around in my head. I felt like I was just a puppet and Les held the strings. "Mom." Oh yeah, Mom. She's been great. She's known I was going to give you my cherry since I had my first period. She got me on the pill last spring." Cherry?" Well, what do you think all that blood was from? You popped my cherry this.