It slammed shut behind me.I finally looked up and took stock of the room. There were, to my surprise, not four black men as promised. Instead, the num...er had grown to nine fully nude black men standing around, staring at me.“Word gets around fast when a Park Slope bitch wants to get fucked,” my host told me. “And that’s going to be hard to do with all those clothes on.”I looked down at my outfit and realized I was at the point of no return. Clothes off, and this gangbang was really happening. I. I would be naked but no sex involved. Can you pick me up and stay with me during the shoot?”“Juice, are you sure you want to do that! That is a big decision.”“Jay, I need a friend, not another mother. Trust me, I spent a lot of time with the pros and cons and for my mental and financial health, I want to do it.” “Don’t you think Little John or Bear would be better to go with you?” “Neither of them has a car, and I would prefer them not knowing about this. I have enough confidence that this will. Now before I tell you anything more let me say this. When I married Peter I was a virgin, (in every sense, ) I had never seen any man's penis ever. Not in life or pictures ever. In school we did have drawings and renderings but they were always flaccid. So my only real source of knowledge when it came to men was from my husband Peter.The first two months that we were married, Peter drove locally and he was home every night, we had sex all the time (and I do mean all the time, I loved it.) I. ”We quickly got dressed. Alice held the Rayovac lantern aloft and played streetlight while I made our selection from nature’s deli counter. A fat slumbering rattler with a body the size of my arm and about as long as I am tall became the catch of the day.“Want to do the honors?” I offered her my hunting knife, which she promptly refused.“I hate snakes. You take care of it.” Alice took a step backward.I was pissed and perplexed. My partner, the wild mountain woman, had no problem slaughtering.