A – What about friends? Do you have any girlfriend?Me – No aunty I don’t have one, as you can see how skinny I am. So I don’t have any luck fi...ding any gf yet? (And made a slight sad face)A – Am sorry Aman, but don’t worry you are such a fair and handsome boy, you will get a gf soon I bet.Me – I hope so AuntyA – What do you do all day sitting in balcony?M – Watch ladies (my tongue slipped out) and girls. Aunty got the hint that I am into women too.While she was cutting veg I noticed her. I looked at Tara as she focused on dressing me, and a bit at the back of my brain remembered thinking about me having to dress her this morning. That bit of my brain started giggling at how I’d got that one backwards. Here she was dressing me.The rest of my brain was mostly still confused about what was happening around me. Slowly it was sorting things out. I remembered it was Monday and I always play basketball at the local community center on Mondays at 5:30. I looked down and realized that I. I sip as I watch his eyes devour me, I see the adoration in his eyes, that which used to be only words over a computer in the past. I am happy that he is here with me if only for a short brief time, and I am very happy that I took a chance with him. I hand the glass back to him and after setting it on the bedside table he covers my body with his, kissing me, whispering in my ear, that he has wanted this for a very long time. He tells me with his body how much he wants me, how much he needs me. I got up and held her by her arms and said tu bhi maalish kara le – ghabrahat chali jaayegi. (yu too get madssaged, fear will go away). She closed her eyes at this and I kissed gently on her arm.She turned away but I took her in my arms and hugged her. I was in no mood to be left alone or to leave her alone. I opened top two buttons of my blouse and asked her to massage me on all the skin available. She said did thodi der baad (sister, after sometime). I ordered – nahin, abhi hi. (no right.