* * *Damn! I was out of cigarettes. Smoking is a stupid, filthy habit, Iknow, and a health hazard. I know I should quit, but knowing and doingare two ...ifferent matters. Someday, I tell myself. But "someday" neverseems to be today.I promised myself that I'd do a solid three hours of work, without abreak, and then reward myself with a smoke. Now, out of cigarettes, Iwant one even more than I might have wanted one otherwise. It seems wewant anything we can't have the most, just because we can't. I guess I've been seeing more neededas time goes on." She licked her lips. "Also, putting on less meansless chance of smearing it." High heels?" You know, they're uncomfortable as hell, and awkward, but sometimes Ilike the extra height, the extra poise. I stayed away from them atfirst. They make me bounce more."There was some more blushing at the table."Okay," I said. "How about people coming after you for things she did? I always got that from my brother since we looked so much alike, but. You know, playing for our team, a lesbo, muff muncher, guy hater,” Frank explained.I punched him in the arm and told him, “Duh! She told me that within seconds of me sitting beside her on the bus my first day of high school. Just because I can’t ever get a chance to hit it doesn’t mean she isn’t my friend. Other than Annie, Crystal and Paula do you think any girls want to just hang out with me because they want to be my friends after my accident at school last year? You know, real friends. Don't worry, I won't make any trouble for you about it." Thanks." he started to turn but hesitated. "I can still come and help tomorrow can't I?" Of course you can Davis. Same time as tonight." she told him as she got in her car and closed the door.She started her car as Davis turned and jogged towards his car.*As Rebecca drove home, her mind kept going back to when he grabbed her breast. She definitely felt him give her a squeeze before pulling his hand away. Did he just want to make sure he.