Tonight when I get home, he will be waiting for me like a little excited puppy dog. He'll be waiting to make love to me and I'll let him. He will see ...nd taste the traces of my lover and it will add to his passion and humiliation. It's his humiliation that makes him want to do more and more for me."As the big car turned onto our street, Ava held out her pack of mints, telling Marie, "Here! Take another mint."Marie took the mint as Ava was saying, "If you're going to be home in the morning, I'll. By Fridagirl.I awoke that morning not realising my life was about to change for ever. I dressed and ate breakfast gathered my stuff and made my way out to catch the bus to school, just as I did every other morning before that.I walked down the stairway of the communal close in which we lived, my head down on my phone, checking messages when his voice suddenly alerted me to his presence.Our neighbour was standing in his doorway, picking up his two bottles of milk, i assumed, could be it was just. She cut Dad’s hair and sometimes mine, often had us over to her place in town for dinner, and sometimes came out to our rural homestead. She was never central to my thinking, since she didn’t ride horses, though I remember doing a few hikes with her.The morning after our trip to Billings, I found her sitting at the kitchen table. She was wearing a very short nightie and had a mug of coffee in her hands.“Hello there, sleepyhead,” she said to me. “Your dad told me about your gun toting antics. Usne mujhe kai baar phone kiya par maine uthaya nahi. Hume baat karte huye 12:15 ho gaye the phir usne mujhe sms kiya “Sorry jaanu pls phone uthao naa” or wo phir mujhe phone karne lagi lekin maine phone nahi uthaya or sone ki kosis karne laga. Tabhi wo upar aa gayi or mujhe uthane lagi main wese hi aankh band karke leta raha wo mujhe uthane lagi or kaha pls jaanu aankhe kholo na main ek dum uth kar beth gaya or use dekhne laga.Neha: kya hua.Main: kuch nahi “gusse seNeha: to phir aap mujhse ese.