She brought me up to the heavens, beyond the clouds, beyond the sky, beyond the sun and stars. Like Lois Lane flying through space with Superman, I cl...ng to her filled with pure unrestrained joy. Up so high and unafraid, waiting for the awesome free fall that was to come. And then there it was, we were falling toward earth, feeling so free and wild and unrestrained, holding on to one another as if we were parachutes. And indeed, I felt that Zoë was my lifeline, and likewise sensed that she felt. Then she said to me “That’s another black guy. Maddi do you like black men?” I told her that yeah I really do. She said “I guess there is nothing wrong with that as long as you don’t only sleep with black men.” I looked kind of sheepishly as the ground and told her that yeah I do only sleep with black men. That really shocked her. She looked at me like I was crazy. I just flat out asked Karma if she had a problem with black people. She replied “No, god no. One of my ex-girlfriends were black.”. Ein Blick in die Augen. Sie lächelt zurück. Wir sehen uns an. Unsere Blicke verschmelzen. Unglaublich. Was das in mir bewirkt. Ich sehe SIE an. Wieder und wieder. Und sie mich auch. Während sie mich ansieht, lass ich meinen Blick zu ihren Lippen schweifen. Sie erwiedert das. Auch sie schaut auf meine Lippen. Wir kommen uns näher. Die Bahn ist voll. Ich will jetzt ganz nah bei ihr sein. Sie hält sich mit einer Hand an der Haltestange fest. Während ich sie weiter mit meinen Augen betrachte,. She had this wand massager made by Hitachi with a round end that she used for her lower back. I often saw it on her nightstand. I would fall asleep to the buzzing sound, her bed creaking as she eased the pain in her lower back. It was probably caused by having to sit in her cheap computer chair all day doing her work.As we were deep into the second month of quarantine, I was getting antsy again. The blowjobs were great, but Jamie and Auburn were always yelling at each other. They would fight in.