I pushed my hips up in expectation of meeting his hand, but he pulled away and ran up the other thigh. This time when I lifted my hips it was involunt...ry, my thighs tensed, my legs tried to close but Luke’s body was between them.I bit my lip and heard someone whimpering, then realised it was me. He put his hand flat across my vagina, outside my knickers. Starting with a gentle but even pressure, the focus gradually changed until he was grinding against my clitoris with the heel of his hand. At. The lad was seventeen and shorter than Kim but obviously, fit. He was often seen in the gym.Glenda wasn’t sure if she should intervene or not, but when Kim winked at her, she decided not to. She was quite sure the guy thought Kim was one of the lads.They lined up across one of the cards tables and gripped hands. Kim’s long thin hand wrapped around his shorter, thicker hand and they settled their elbows. When they both nodded, they were ready, Tyson said, “Go.”Kim locked her eyes on her. Yes I was attracted to her - partially out of love and partially because she is rather physically attractive. I tried to tell her how much I thought she was pretty and how much I loved her but my adolescent fumbling words were like wisps of smoke to fathers dominant black force.So, years later, I graduate and found a very good job and even have my own apartment. I have a steady stream of women in my life but I have never found that one, someone that I could love and care about enough to want to. It wasn’t a fear of him. It was the kind of fear that I feel when something that is unknown is about to happen. The ice cold tension in my chest builds upon itself as time goes on. That fear turned into courage.I reached over to the volume control. I pressed it down, and the music shut off. “Why are we out here?” I said. My ears finally stopped ringing. He drove the car to the side of the road, putting it in park. He took a deep breath, “There’s something I want to tell you… but I don’t know.