. emotionally... combined with the vibrator. It works." Anyone else then? Or is that the only memory?" Memory, yes. But there's still the fantasies. M...vie stars. Musicians, sometimes Sting. He's sexy. Athletes maybe. But usually it's some odd event during the day, seeing someone who looks a certain way." Like who? Anyone recently?" I don't know, maybe it's a good looking guy at the store who never looks my way, or maybe sometimes he does. Maybe it's at a pool and someone has a hard-on in their. Within no time we were smooching deeply and my tongue was exploring her mouth.We smooched for some time.Then i took my penis out and said take it in your mouth.She said no and started dressing up.She said this was bad and what we did was enough.I pleaded her but she said no and before leaving the room kissed my penis on the tipand went out.I took my frustration out by shagging many times that day. After that she allowed me to touch,fondle and smooch her many times but never gave a bj or even. She shook her head no and I was surprised. Angry too. I was still angry. That made me stop and think.Calm.I needed to calm down. "Why am I so mad?" I said to myself.Chandra just looked uncomfortable."Chandra, what's wrong?" I asked. I was trying to calm down, but felt like I was still a hair's breadth away from killing Steven."Nothing, Milord," She replied. She still looked like she would rather be anywhere else."Work with me. I'm angry; but not at you. I think that I'm angry with myself. Why. He said I was to slip one of the butt plugs in my ass then send him a picture. I ran in with excitement pushed the plug in my ass then pulled the thong to my legs. I snapped a few pictures and sent them to him. I went back to my car and waited for his response. I saw that his location was a mile away. He then said he was on his way to me. He asked for a description of my car. I was so nervous that I almost backed out right there. But my horny brain took over. So I told him what kind of car I.