. Thoughts race through my mind: "oh my god, how did he get in?" "what is he going to do to me?" "will I live through this?"My thoughts turn to prayer...as you grab my throat and lift me off the ground holding me against the wall. With your left hand, you grab both my wrists and hold them high above my head. My struggles are futile as the need to breathe becomes more and more intense. You finally let go of my neck as I gasp for air and I start panicking trying to get away from you! I can't break. ... I shifted uncomfortably in my seat across from Eddie, staring down at the loaded chicken salad in front of me. When he said he'd be home for a late lunch, I didn't think he'd meant that he actually wanted to go out to lunch. I'd eaten so much breakfast that I wasn't really even that hungry, so I'd made the mistake of letting him order for me. Now, I was faced with a salad so large that I doubted the whole thing would fit into my stomach, and it was only the first course."Have you called. "That earned her points with me. Few people caught the reference to the book these days, and those who did usually had a witty comment or two about Ahab and the whale."They did and enjoyed it a bit too much," I said with a grimace. "The next Moby Dick joke I hear, I'm going to harpoon something."She giggled and her eyes danced. "Well Ishmael, what brings you to O'Bannion's tonight?" I was looking for a girl for the night." I said. "I get tired of sleeping alone all the time."I have no idea why. ‘Doctor Munroe!’ Lila said. ‘Hi!’ She started to cover herself as she walked through the door, but realized it probably wasn’t important, not when he’d already seen her breasts, not with all those other naked or half-naked women in there. It felt good to realize that it wasn’t important. It felt better to realize that Doctor Munroe was staring at her breasts. It felt even better to realize that her hands were caressing and fondling her tits of their own accord, almost without her knowledge. ‘I,.