" I was, I mean, I am," Jonathon was flustered. "Natural way, you mean like... together... I mean..." Unless you can think of some other natural metho.... 'Together,' would seem the only way," 'Jane' smiled."Do you have some sort of religious objections Mr. Wetherall? You know, it did ask that question in the form we sent you. You should have stated..." She continued."No, no objections, it's just... a bit of a surprise... I assumed I would be using a test tube and..." We believe that intercourse. It scared her to fall in love with Bob so fast, but she was even more afraid she would lose the chance to know what true love was meant to be. Especially with this tall, gentle, loving, unassuming Texan. Besides that, he was handsome as all-get-out, just as Clara had described him.They had already explored and though she wasn’t that experienced, she made up for it with enthusiasm. She felt like a young girl in his presence. As if she was learning about love, sex and happiness for the first. On the way back home in the car, I broached the subject with him. I suggested that maybe a little tutoring might be required, and I would be pleased to provide it. "Wow mum, I'd really like that" Mike said. I told him to report to my bedroom after dinner at 9 pm, naked and showered of course.At nine on the dot there was a quiet knock on my door. "Come in," I said and in walked my son, obviously full of anticipation, his cock already semi-erect.I told Mike to slip into my bed next to me. "Now,. I knew intuitively that I was doing this to myself, but I wanted it. I wanted to feed off self-loathing. In my mind, it made my husband a better man. Plus, this way I can control fixing it all. I can somehow make this about me, instead of the reality, which was it had nothing to do with me. By making it somehow my fault that my husband didn’t want me, I could avoid the truth. The truth I couldn’t bare. I had been shut out of the romance in my husband’s life. Somehow I had to get myself out of.