"Baby, what's wrong?" I don't know, I just feel...." "Feel what?" "Unwhole. I feel empty. I feel lost. I feel like..... I am very blessed, and I reali...e it. But is this the life we want to live? Is this the life we should live? Maybe I should have taken the job offer in Tulsa and gotten a farm house. Sacramento is a bad gang area, and the schools are awful. What of the kids? What of anything." Bailey, who is sitting next to him now, kisses him deeply, and says, "You do everything right, babe,. That was fine by me but it did mean that I was looking after Eleanor all weekend. Everything was going along swimmingly until later that Saturday evening. I was busy watching the usual Saturday evening game shows we watched every weekend. Eleanor was watching with me, only laid on her front on the floor in front of the TV. She was wearing her usual evening wear for a weekend. A long nightie, which she tends to wear more often than not, and a pair of baby pink knickers . I found watching the TV. I had arrived in Blanchards dressed in seamen’s ‘slops’, which are garments donated by sailors to those who have lost their own clothes in shipwrecks. I had not suffered a shipwreck, but the crew of the good ship Bonaventure insisted all my clothes be destroyed when I boarded the vessel after rolling around in an effluent rich stream while grappling with Lord Byron.A month after my arrival in Blanchards I obtained replacement clothing; coats and trousers, from a tailor in Valenciennes .... I can't really say much about your governor's plans and rules for rape prevention. We don't even have an official Civil Service officer on Wadi, and when I asked about the Civil Service in the district, I was told we have one officer. He's based on Borneo, and from what I hear is actually given a great deal of respect, but he's just one man. Tanya Walker did tell me that he had a couple of concubine assistants. She hinted that the concubines did not actually belong to the Tribune, but were.