We were very open in language. next day was weekend and I said we will have bath together. We were in our home zakoozi. All naked all horny I said Rav... meri chut dho dena jara Ravi said sirg dhona hi hai ya yahi per chod bhi doon.maine soni (daughter) ki taraf dekha to woh boli nahi maa aap abhi mat chodana nahi to ham bore ho jayenge.maine kaha sonu (son) apni didi ko bore mat hone dena sonu bola didi chalo ham bhi choden.is per soni hans di bole tera lund itna sa hai kya chodega.maine kaha. Alan didn't!About four months later, Alan was out partying with a few of his friends. They were all in a local club in town when Alan spotted somebody across the room. It was Julie, and she looked like she was having a very good night. It was still early, but already Julie looked a little shaky on her feet. Alan seized the opportunity and went straight over. "Hello stranger, I have not seen you for a while." Julie spun round and stared at him with a blank look on her face for the few seconds. This alone has helped to further change my mindset. I am constantly aware that I can no longer just “go at will” and always am aware of where the nearest bathroom is when I am on the road because I can’t just whip it out anymore.Secondly, I no longer get to touch myself for pleasure. At ALL. No masturbating for a LONG time! Any time I get an urge and the body reacts as a guy, it physically hurts. Does that mean that I no longer have sexual urges? Of course not! What I am conditioning myself to. And I can decide whether you are aware of whether something is my doing or is natural to you. For example, I could make you do something really repugnant, can make you enjoy it, and if I choose I can leave you knowing I forced you to enjoy something you would normally hate, or leave you hating it but still acting as if you love it. Nasty, huh?"Let's see, what else can I do? Well, I know everything you know, and everything all of my hosts have known. I can take hold of objects nearby and move.