It’s just sex you know…”She got up as well “yeah, yeah it’s no big deal…we can do this “ she repeated“yes we can!” I agreedWe were b...th thrilled about the idea“we can!” she said “but should we?”We sat down in silence again. and didn’t say anything else.Later that day Kathy explained to me what the guy had said, he would need to see our birth certificates and our drivers license, since she hadn’t taken her husband’s name when she got married we still had the same last name, I told her to be. A lot of the people were the same. I was different.Everyone said so. I dropped in at the shelter. Mimi hugged me and told me I had grown. Some of the recurring clients at legal aid said similar things. Two of the girls from the flat said so. I hooked up again with an old one night stand. She said it. Things went smoothly for two months, then Veronica said I was different.Boston is a big city, but neighborhoods are small. I had been in Boston a little over a week when I first saw Roni. She was. "It isn't polite to ask, Nicol. Shame on you!" Jeff," I said, "I don't need a car. You don't have to do this for me!" I know," he said. "I didn't do it because I had to. I did it because I wanted to. Doing it makes me feel good. You want me to feel good don't you?"The longer I stood here by this car the more I realized I did want this beautiful machine. I looked up at him and said, "Yes, I most definitely want you to feel good. But you aren't going to stop abusing me are you?"He pulled me. As I tried to feed her up she kept guiding my hands towards her tits and I guess she noticed my hesitance in fucking her when I was unable to feel more of her. She asked me if I was ok and that if I was uncomfortable I was more than free to leave, I didn’t even have to pay but I assured her I was ok and wanted to continue. By then I realized the blue balls would’ve killed me and I needed some release. She peeled off the condom and took me in her mouth again, she noticed my curiosity as I was.