He welcomed me in and I sat with Mama Bear, Susan, Bob, Pam, and Laurie. He passed sandwiches to me as they concluded their discussion. All six of the... were headed to New York the following week and then to Paris. He was preparing a buying trip. Laurie had replaced Nancy on Fashion Week as one of the models. She didn't have the classical beauty that Pam had, but was such a girl next door that you couldn't help but love her. She was beginning to fill in for Amber as host of Fashion Week now when. Leaning back was substantially more intense in both good pain and bladder discomfort, so I did that very sparingly and I don’t know how much honest weight I got at this point. Difficult to measure. I thought maybe a different angle or position would feel better, maybe less harsh on my innards, and when I tried from behind I ran into angle problems. Couldn’t really get it in my pussy from there so I improvised and went anal. That felt a bit more interesting at first but after a little weight I. The fifteenth, well, he’s gone. That’s a long story. Needless to say it’s why I find myself at this turning point, standing here at these figurative crossroads looking at my destiny. Well, moreso a trainstation back here in reality. Do I buy a return ticket and head back to Castor, become Shade again, provoke enemies into coming out of the shadows, for more to step up and challenge me? Or do I wander out there, find somewhere, and start anew… I just don’t know. It’s not like it matters anyhow. Maine pucha ap wahi hai jisne mujhe call kiya tha,usne kaha haan….maine kaha….Boliye apko mujse kya kaam tha?wo bola mujhe tumse akele main baat karni hai….to main uth ke canteen se bahar aa gaya aur usne mujhe apna naam S.K. Singh bataya aur kaha main bahut pareshan hoon,maine pucha kya hua?usne bataya ke meri shadi ko 5 yrs ho chuke hai magar main na apni wife ko satisfy kar paya hoon aur na hi wo abhi tak pregnant hue hai magar main usse bahut pyar karta hoon,ab wo keh rahi hai ki ya to.